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'Home on my own, all alone' - words from a Not Drowning Waving song. Well I'm not exactly that, my wife is asleep. Mother is in hospital for a foot infection the result of her diabetes. Hospitals remind me of coma. Previously mother needed a toe amputated for a similar complaint, I sincerely hope her [...]

Reddot 

I've returned to a place I used to frequent on the Singapore river. I was reflecting on my last post on the train, I began to think spirituality a much more important ambition than working to make money, but we humans must pursue both given the world we've built and our inclinations. Perhaps one day [...]

Past

It's great to return to Red Dot on the Singapore river and meet you today friend. I'm finally back after about 2 months, travelling to many places, the last of which was India and I thought of you constantly and our meetings in this place. I haven't changed, a macchiato my friend? I'll take a [...]

Macchiato 

Like a human in conversation I change my mind all the time and constantly add to these posts or change them, if you thought them at all of interest please check them, let's continue the conversation, the last post 'transcendence' has changed dramatically since conception, even this very post has. Just to add a remark [...]

Magic

I hope everyone is having as good a day as me, I feel I'm tracking towards recovery after many setbacks. We must keep trying. By my experience there are so many setbacks in recovery from coma, it's been almost three years now and at last I can see a glimmer of light, my memory is [...]

Ballet

ballet is the purist art, we all live in bodies, to move gracefully is beautiful, if you get a chance to witness grace take it, ballet... magic --- people think my only interest in it is because I'm loosing control over my own body, our movement is so fundamental to do it elegantly was something [...]

Optimism

All of a sudden I feel optimistic about life. I'm not usually hopeful. My wife is at work and we can exist. When I consider all things we are fortunate people. We can at last live how we choose, maybe we can move in the long run. Choice will be paramount but we all must [...]

Stuff

Stuff typically means things, but it's also relevant to human beings, we are just stuff of the universe. I think we go on in a way when we die, we decompose and rot and perhaps they can obtain information about our existence, that we once lived. Don't get me wrong I think people are mostly [...]

Ants

Catching the MRT train today I couldn't help thinking that humans are just like ants. We are very orderly like an ant farm. Good at following instructions and performing repetitive tasks. Why not? We are like ants in being alive, living and existing. Except for art and thought we are like them going through the [...]

Endeavor

I used to merely take the world for granted, these days when I look at everything I see the human endeavor behind it. I'm sitting at raffle place now in Singapore near the Fullerton hotel and I look at it and think one day people thought they could make money from short term accommodation and [...]