I cannot believe how badly this coma has effected my walking. Just to go to the local coffee shop, a distance of perhaps 300m takes a long time, a very long time I haven't measured, yesterday I became concerned about making it back home. It's a very small hobble, perhaps just the length of a [...]


for all my posts on coma click here Dear fellow coma victims, Such an evaluation of my life, everything. This website is merely an example of that re-evaluation, I am almost thankful for my near death experience. Perhaps I would have just lived and not thought so much about life without my coma. People tell [...]


Clearly I'm not considering the below, as you can see by yesterday's post I'm happy, it's on my mind from TV. Must I edit my thoughts? Alzheimers, a similar condition to my own, living with memory loss. I don't know why we are so precious about a fundamental aspects of life, death. People surely have [...]


I hope everyone is having as good a day as me, I feel I'm tracking towards recovery after many setbacks. We must keep trying. By my experience there are so many setbacks in recovery from coma, it's been almost three years now and at last I can see a glimmer of light, my memory is [...]


ballet is the purist art, we all live in bodies, to move gracefully is beautiful, if you get a chance to witness grace take it, ballet... magic --- people think my only interest in it is because I'm loosing control over my own body, our movement is so fundamental to do it elegantly was something [...]


The first line of a poem I wrote,  "A leaf falls, loneliness", can't remember the rest. Recovery from coma seems interminable. It's been three years now, sure I'm no longer confined to bed, in a wheelchair or walking frame, but it's been like it is now for two years and no substantial improvement. They told [...]


It’s been quite amazing the development of our species. We invented telecommunications and then it became quite normal to speak over the phone. Now phones offer us the Internet and with things like Google we have access to a repository of all human thought. To speak of what we have achieved  in this world nobody [...]


Solitude is an excellent thing, gives one time to think about all things. So I am in Raffles place right now, not trusting anything from my head but one can't stop it, thought. I guess it defines us, human beings, thought. It apparently separates us from the animal kingdom, our mistake. Giraffes are great thinkers. [...]